Last week I tried out a school, which did suck because no one really got a chance to get to know me since everyone was so quick to judge (even though I really, really tried to talk to everyone and remain as nice as possible) and after realising I would never get accepted in such rude school I decided to try out another school in London that I've heard quit good rumors about. Unfortanetly, I will be wearing a uniform, but I've come to the conclusion that stuff like that won't matter as long as I get friends and a nice senior year. And if not, then I am honestly done giving a fuck. I can't continue switching between schools considering it is too damn late for that or else I have to wait until next summer to start my senior year and I refuse that.
I'll just have to work hard (which I'm usually capable of) and try to catch up with my GCSE'S. So it's definitely a big change for me and I guess you could say that this is a great way of starting a new chapter in my life, moving on and meeting new people, which is rather exciting! On the other hand it is a bit nerve racking seeing as this is all new to me, and I am mostly concerned about fitting in with everyone and finding new friends that I click with in the school because I know for a fact that I'll either love the school or hate it. There is no in between.
Anyways, enough rambling! I seriously need to go to bed soon because I need to wake up early tomorrow without looking like a pile of shit. Wish me good luck, guys, because I am literally shitting a brick 'cuz of how nervous I am.
Have a lovely night,
Nichole
Earlier today & sorry for the bad quality
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